Really Bad morning

Oh gosh, Charlotte had said to me last night that she wanted to run with me this morning. We headed out at 8am, and it was awful from the start. She did all her usual things to try to get me to flip out, and added on the haven't seen it in a while but always effective "I need to go to the bathroom" when we were 3 miles from home. It turned into an awful yelling,pushing,going into the mosquito infested woods(of course she couldn't go in there) and just indescribable horror. We got home at 9:20, covered in mud, shit,snot and tears. And then its clean her up, clean up the bathroom where she took her clothes off while I got a drink of water and tried to control myself, and then deal with feeling so bad about the near child abuse that was taking place. It was so bad.
Took kids to lake with Jack and Leah as planned at 10am. It was chilly, Thought we'd come back here and hang out but Jack wanted to go home..Danny was bummed. Got home, served lunch,got coffee and a bowl of cereal, then had Karol stop by with a baby gift for the shower and a nice visit. Jer calls to say he is on his way home, the Caddy broke down in OHIO and he ended up missing his important meeting. The poor guy. Had Molly bring down a puzzle that she and Charlotte and I worked on in the library, which was fun.
Just reeling from the day, and will pray hard for a better one tomorrow.
Dinner a hamburger helper feast, then Jer offered to take the kids to the park to hit baseballs.